Profile update.
- Louise Geri

- Apr 12, 2022
- 1 min read
I finally updated my profile! I also cried in doing so. I'm dealing with the universal problem of wondering why my website won't let me change my profile picture THAT WAS TAKEN WHEN I WAS 13 (and a generally pretty 13-year-old too) while also handling the universal problem of wondering why I ever had to be 13 to begin with. Meanwhile, my tinnitus is absolutely awful and I have a horrible headache making my head have that feeling of when your foot falls asleep. Anyway, to anyone who is 13, I am sorry. Even if you are happy right now, I am sorry. I am sure you are all lovely people and there are lovely things about your life, but the only person I've ever met who says he enjoyed being 13 was my dad, who doesn't even remember being 13. He's just very optimistic.
As for music, I want to post more musical stuff. I truly do and have felt unhinged with the songs I've been wanting to post recently. However, a mix of my tinnitus and anxiety around singing with tinnitus is making that goal very hard to achieve. I have plenty of demos, but I also am very aware of the fact that demos aren't very attention-grabbing in TikTok videos, which is just about all I'm capable of doing right now. Grammarly just tried to autocorrect demos to demons. I am at a loss of words for that. Hopefully my tinnitus will be better by next week.



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